Reopened My L&I claim

So today is kind of emotional for me. I have been striving so hard to make my life better without constantly complaing about the pain I am in (some people told me they didn't like seeing my post). Well I do live in constant pain, wether you can read it on my face depends greatly on how well you know me. Of all people, the boyfriend sees it the most. He gets it confused with anger but I guess it is about the same look, since I am usually mad that I hurt lol. I laugh but it isn't always funny. About 2 1/2 months ago I went back to my Dr. and filed a reopen app because school is physically kicking my ars. My hands swell and arm never stops aching. Well as of yesterday they opened my claim back up and accept my TOS too whoop whoop. They are wanting me to do a ton of PT and see a shrink. I can handle that if it means they beleive me and are willing to fix me. I just am so freaking nervous on where this road is going to take me.
Its my own slice of nightmare here lol