Crap

So my mom finally called and told me she has cancer in her uterus and breast. She sounds so very hurt since she has here woman yearly and all those good things, but non of them told her she was getting Cancer. How can we have all these test and they not work. She sounds so sad and hurt and I can't be there to help. What am I going to do if something happens to my mom. Wow I just made this selffish and I sure don't mean for it to be. She is so very far away in Montana and I and my siblings are here in Washington. She moved back there to help her parents out and now she is freaking out that they will think less of her or something. They would never think that way about her. What can I do to make this situation better for her other than to try and be as strong as I can for her. It kills me inside to not be there and hold her while she cries this out. UGH. I just needed to vent and be sad I guess. I sure as Hell Miss My MOM!!!