Reopened My L&I claim

So today is kind of emotional for me. I have been striving so hard to make my life better without constantly complaing about the pain I am in (some people told me they didn't like seeing my post). Well I do live in constant pain, wether you can read it on my face depends greatly on how well you know me. Of all people, the boyfriend sees it the most. He gets it confused with anger but I guess it is about the same look, since I am usually mad that I hurt lol. I laugh but it isn't always funny. About 2 1/2 months ago I went back to my Dr. and filed a reopen app because school is physically kicking my ars. My hands swell and arm never stops aching. Well as of yesterday they opened my claim back up and accept my TOS too whoop whoop. They are wanting me to do a ton of PT and see a shrink. I can handle that if it means they beleive me and are willing to fix me. I just am so freaking nervous on where this road is going to take me.
Its my own slice of nightmare here lol

Almost 3 weeks down

Wow. I have been so super busy since school started back up. I am taking Chemistry 100, English 102 and Math 95 this quarter. My hardest class by far is Chemistry, but I am giving it all I have. It scares me that a few people in my class are taking it for the second time. Not that I am smarter or even feel better than these people but I really wish to pass it the first time thru. Fingers crossed anyways. Can you believe that it is almost Halloween already. How time flies when your on your broom lol. So I guess I made the President's list but in spring they only give a shout out and not the letter of acknowledgment like the other quarters, but still awesome.